In some spiritual traditions, it seems stranger not to know the how, why and when of our death. If we live in a state of connection to our spirit, we will just "know." This is not a reality in my personal awareness, but I do feel pretty certain I will live to a ripe old age, like it or not.

(Pieter Brueghel, The Fall of Icarus, c. 1558)
Musée des Beaux Arts
About suffering they were never wrong,
The Old Masters; how well, they understood
Its human position; how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along;
How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting
For the miraculous birth, there always must be
Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating
On a pond at the edge of the wood:
They never forgot
That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course
Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot
Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer's horse
Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.
In Breughel's Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away
Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may
Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,
But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone
As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green
Water; and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen
Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,
had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.
-W.H. Auden, 1938
3 comments:
if it makes you feel any better, i'm destined to outlive all my friends too.
I love that poem. Those last few lines seem the most succinct elucidation on the nature of an individual's reaction to tragedy that does not affect them...
JT - good to know you'll be around.
Huck - so lovely, his writing. Do you know that one about grief that starts off: stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone...
so many things we pass by each day, tragic and lovely and even humorous, without so much as a cursory glance. so many pass us by in this same way.
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