Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I was reminded Sunday night of the reasons I fell for Henry. For quite some time there has been no attraction, even of that kind which naturally draws you in to a friend. Just a sort of dull but respectful neutrality. I have no wish to resume anything physically intimate; it's clear to me now why it would never work between us - those things were apparent too. But seeing again in him what was warming is a very lovely feeling.